my poor brain

procastinator extraordinaire. i don't really know where i get that from.. sis, any ideas? and i don't know how i got to where i'm at right now by being super-lazy. maybe i actually did get some things right over the course of my life. this would probably be a good time to start looking at what i've been through and where my life should be headed to. i have a little over a year left before i hit the big 30. ouch! it doesn't hurt a little. however i believe that there's nothing wrong in getting old. it's a fact of life. and the sooner we understand that, the better we'll feel when the time actually arrives. i don't particularly feel any wiser or any better with aging. but it somewhat gives me a wider scope of perspective into life. more experience-lah konon2nye. i'm pleasantly happy with what i have while still having the burning desire to achieve the many dreams that i have. i wish i could've done a lot of things differently but such is life.. win some, lose some. in a sense, i achieve better results doing things last minute. nothing beats having an adrenaline rush going through 4-5 chapters of chem2 before its exam in 4 hours, or preparing a presentation package in less than 1/2 hour to an audience that includes the VP, and so on. i'm sure you've been through these at one point or the other. so being a procastinator extraordinaire is not all bad. you'll discover how creative and resourceful you can be. and the satisfaction you'll get afterwards.. let's just say it's, urm, orgasmic (sorry, can't think off a better adjective hehe.. but you know what i mean). currently listening to guns n roses' greatest hits. i'd say their official debut album appetite for destruction is their 'greatest hits' album by its own right. but what do i know.. . and foo fighters' the colour and the shape. damn! i rock!! okeh-kokeh, hope everybody's doing well with the earthquake and all. do stay safe k. ciao!