somewhat redundant

nie feng

my left knee's hurting. i don't remember getting whacked there during any of my football matches. definitely not a sign of old age! haha!! turning 29 this may, but till that day comes, i'm still 28. to some extent there's a certain feel to reaching 30.. as someone's getting close to it would attest.. (err maybe it's just me?!). there are days, i feel no qualm at all towards the notion, cool jer.. but some other days, i'd feel rather depressed. why the mixed feelings? haven't really figured that out yet. i have a little over a year to find the answer(s). heck it would probably be no biggie at all when that time comes.

some days i feel like i haven't actually achieved anything of note, but there are days when i feel i'm on top of the world! confusing. i'm trying to maintain my emotions as such that i'd be satisfied with what i have.. be grateful, of course. but at the end of it, there will always be a fraction of lingering thoughts urging me to think about the what-ifs.. damn the indecisions. well, i guess, we have to look at things from every angle, cover your bases more-or-less. hmmm i could blabber on and on about this and still couldn't find the solution. so, when i do, hopefully i won't confuse you as much.

oh ya.. i'm a dragon! not exactly sure about the mysticism of all this, but my impression of it is dragons are da bomb! hah, eat hearts out roosters!! a chinese friend at work told me that this would be a terrific year for the dragons. obviously i don't believe in all this but couldn't help riding the wave of opportunism here hehe.. insyaAllah. didn't set out a whole list of new year resolutions like i did last year.. just one.. and she's a keeper. be safe, mia:)

ps: off to watch 'sideways'