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makan asap ler.. maroon, just like someone likes it

hello people! (notice how i'm addressing the audience in plural sense.. cewah! macam ramai sangat follow nonsense nih hehe! special thanks to Utter Rubbish anyways.. *note: still owe her some money) hope everybody's doing well. yours truly, in particular, is in an uncompromisingly, good mood.. why you ask? no particular reason. just feeling good, i guess. my youngest sister's flying off to the uk this coming monday. the second among us siblings having the chance to study overseas (after moi of course!). this is what we call 'rezeki' (err.. 'good fortune', methinks). come to think about it, i'm the least smart among the crew. and i have to work hard all my life to get what i want. in a sense, it gives me a somewhat different view of approaching things. but not everything i've worked for came to fruitation though.. partly, takde rezeki, hard luck, lazy, etc. etc. but i'm not regretting all that. life's to short to dwell on past failures. the way i see it, we make decisions regarding our lives every day.. right or wrong, the important thing is to learn and live with the consequences of those decisions. that, in itself, is already a life's lesson. tell me what you think. now, after tasting life for nearly 29 years, i don't think us adik-beradik's been doing too shabby for ourselves... what's left is a small matter of who's getting married first, what a proposition! haha!!

one factor that's affecting my incredibly good mood is the fact the our indoor soccer team in boulder won last night (damn them organizers for having us play late again!). an awesome result considering that we lost the last two games rather meekly. the quality's there.. it's just a matter of stringing together a few decent passes and scoring goals. bravo lads! oh, btw, we re-named the team to 'beer guts' (?!).. and this happened when i was away in beautiful singapore. lads, i don't drink.. get a clue, i always drink those bloody redbull at the bar, even after late night games. ah well.. it's all good:)

i was wanting to write about some people wearing emotions on the sleeve, but couldn't think of a good story. just got to know about my ex-girlfriend getting involved in a car accident in kl yesterday.. hit-and-run in broad daylight, somewhere around jalan sultan ismail, getting rear-ended by an SUV. my heart skipped for a fraction of a second upon hearing the news. alhamdulillah though, she's fine. always say that she's strong and tough, alot more stronger than she herself would know. and i wasn't kidding when i told her sister that i'd take the first flight home if it was any serious. please stay safe sweetness...