back in black

i'm in no mental condition to be writing about serious matters right now (not like i've been writing anything serious before). alot of things are pissing me off right now, on top of being overly and ridiculously swamped at work. i think i've perfected the art of living alone abroad to be able to shut down unwarranted, angry, upsetting thoughts, as to not to have to eat other people alive. i am cool. i wanna think things through in a calm and collected manner. like an educated, civilized adult would do. yeah, that's it. because right now i don't know what to think. or, maybe i haven't had dinner yet... ?!